wit.ness

2007-02-19T23:15:00.001+08:00

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2007-02-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

happy lunar new year all <3
and may all your wishes come true =)

it ismy birthday and im 15!
find it kinda old,,
cos im like upper sec now ><"
but i dont feel that way cos im not looking any higher over juniors so yeah =.=

i guess alot of people forgot my birthday cos their excited about chinese new year but thats okay~
i'm over it~
i shall just not tell anyone about my birthday anymore,
so i wont expect anything (:
i'll feel happier

but i am kinda happy today~
cos cos cos =x
but i feel guilty,,
i dont like hurting people at all =/
especially,,
i feel like im selfish =/

mmmmmmmmmmmm
the monk and gonggong didn't give me hongbaos today =(
everyone sorta hates me one way or the other
i am such a sad person

happy birthday roy! (:

2007-01-31T21:54:00.000+08:00

today i went to the doctor
the same old doctor i've seen 3 times,,
like i said, i know like every single doctor at mt alvernia

anyways,
he gave me some cream for my eye,
(cream- yeah, sickdan)

then he sent me to gleneagles to see this specialist
i took a cab with mom,
then it was weird,
cos i wanted to rest to not feel the pain,
then i woke up cos we were at some bumps
i woke up and saw the netball courts at ccab
(which is where we play for zonals)
i was like :: oh cool
then i went back to sleep
around like a min later i woke up
cos i felt some bumps again
and i opened my eyes to see the courts again,,
and i was like :: huh?
the taxi driver was blur =X
really la ><>

or its stress, then he was like "transfer out of your school lor"
=/
he said his colleague was gonna transfer his daughter out of rgs too,
so yeah =/
i dont know what to do =/

can i just home school myself?

2007-01-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

=.=
u know wad
im irritated with inet,
chem assignment on Paticulate Mature of Matter 2
i typed out all my answers and then i clicked sumit
then thingy told me that my session was timed out and i had to redo everything
fine
i retyped everything and clicked submit
then they told me i timed out again ._.
and i was thinking that my typing skills were just freaking slow,
and i tried again and it didn't work
so i am going to not hand up my assignment (:

i feel bad cos i didn't finish my 2.4km today
thanks miss tan for sending me home
i really feel bad like,
bad,,
whats wrose was that when i got home my stommach just ached more,
till i was confined to the floor in the bathroom,,
yeahs =/
then i took my medicine and slept when the pain went off for awhile,,
i woke up at 9pm and here i am doing math ._.
i like algebriac manipulation <3
its fun

oh and cherie joined cedar
rebecca yip told me it was a longg story
cos she was suppose to join st.margss =/
ohwells ~
rmeind me to bring netball shoe for her to try out the size on wednesday
shucks i dont even know who we'll be playing
score was 64 to 9 for peirce sec today

2007-01-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

oh dear me

my sunburn has an infection ._.

i mean, usually its other stuff that gets infections u know,

not sun burns ._.

anyways,

yesterday dad brought me to see the doctor and got all flustered when i came home after our netball match~

[oh btw we won cresent 37-11 but then we didn't play well at all and miss chng said our fitness was horrible so she asked us to run 2.4 after our game and take timing, before that, this stray ball hit the right side of my head and i still have a headache]

yupyup,

and so i went mt alvernia again,

then i realised i knew like everyone there except the patients la,

there were these 2 regictration woman,

theres a long hair abit dao dao one and this nice curly hair one,

and theres the wheelchair guy who wheeled allt he patients around,

he wheeled me twice =D

and then the doctors i had seen them all before ._.

omg,

anyways,

the doctor saw me and he was like "oh haha, u again?"

and i like just --> ._.

so then he was like "so whats wrong this time?"

and i liek just --> ._.

and dad told him about my sunburn and he got kinda shocked

like he'd never seen sumting like that before

and u know what?

he wanted to give me mc from school,

he was like "eh, u want mc from school anot?"

of course dad said no,

so instead he gave me mc away from PE for like 3 or 2 weeks ._.

no sun for me because i'll melt in boils under the sun

yeah right

anyways he packed me 5 kinds of medicine and i just ---> ._.

i really didn't know what to say la,

so anyways i got hungry and the cafe 820 or sumting was closed,

so i went tot he vending machine outside the toilet

there was a drinks machine,

a snack machine with like lays and m&ms

and this other weird machine,

all could slot in notes la,

and so since dad didn't have any coins he gave me notes instead,

he gave me a 5 dollar note and the snack machine rejected it ._.

his 2 dollar plastic note didn't work either,

so i decided to put it in the last machine

i then realised it served mushroom and hot dog sandwhices, but id idn't wanna eat them or anything la,

i put the 2 dollar plastic note inside and it accepted it,

i was hoping for like the refund button where i could get coins out to use for the snacks machine,

but,

i couldn't find the refund button T.T

then i went out to tell dad i lost his 2 bucks

then he was like, "ahahah, u happy now?"

=.=

so anyways i went back and i saw this guy standing staring at my third machine,

so i just went back again,

and dad stared at me again ._.

so i told him there was someone stealing his money,

then he told me the guy just came out,

so i was like, fine ._.

i went back and really really couldn't find the refund button,

so i just randomly clicked the hot dogg sandwhich button,,

i waited like 2mins and suddenly out popped a nicely wrapped hot cooked hot dog sandwhich ._.

it was really hot so i just pinched it to dad there,

he stared at it and i just told him that it was his 2 bucks,

anyway it smelt really nice and i ate it

the end <3

2007-01-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

yayyyy ~
OBS is overr (:
and i have survived it ((:

MUNSHI was lucky cos we were modified residential so we got to trek and stay in bunks too <3
we didn't really achieve the goal of class bonding larr
cos we were so not grouped with our class people,,
as i was grouped with both 306 and 303 ppl,,
8 from 3o3 including nicole, pamel, rachel, weiqi, anusha, emelia, jolene and yidan
8 from 3o6 including esther, simei, adelene, pamela, yuhui, dew, huiqi and mee ^^
our instructor was this guy called clayton ng keng huat aka mr. clay or clay aiken ~
random quotes from him include "have you met my right knee?" and "WA-TAHh"
=DDD

our buddy group was the Marshalls and their instructor was candy~
candy is just really patient and nice <3
we've suffered and learnt alot and bonded together loadds,,
such that i really forgot who was in my class lor,,
i kept on thinking 3o3 ppl were in my class =(
its sad to thinkt hat their not,
especially after we've bonded with them so much,,
gone through sleepless nights together <3
[i didn't sleep for 2 nights]

love you guyss <3

2007-01-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

3 days of suffering and i finally got the medicine right

i shall go to school tomoro and hopefully mom doesn't have to bring me back
[that is if, of course, there is no pain in the morning]

2007-01-08T22:38:00.001+08:00

ohyes

and i have to thank ms tan for being all nice today
=)

2007-01-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

i do not like my intestines / organs / wtv thats causing pain

you know we did 20mins long run,,
and you know i like 20mins run becaus ei just somehow always can live through it
but then today was bad cos my stomache started aching
then i dunno why,,
i jus collapse at the walkway between J blk and foyer,,
then there was this teacher,,
she spoke like really good chinese but i didn't get to see her face at all!!!
i dont believe it ok,,
i mean, she sorta dragged me all the way to PE dept and i didn't even know her nor how she looks like,, !!!
nikki was nice too (:

then there was this other teacher,
who came out near the PE dept and kept on asking me questions you know,,
i mean, maybe she couldn see that i was KINDA SUFFERING IN PAIN
and she aske dme questions like "" oh, i mean like, since you get this pain why did u join netball?
=.="""
I LIKE / LOVE netball CANNOT ISSIT

seriously mann,,
forgive me ><

and eunice told me that she heard that we have mr brydan chew for ss and history <3333333
i am passing subjects this yearr =DDDDDDD

YAY

i shall go to see a specialist tmr and cure my cancer

2007-01-07T21:29:00.001+08:00

ohOhOH

check out lihui's story =)

http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2282568/1/

its called the game! <3

2007-01-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

i have a death note and i will kill u if the need be =) =P

schools started and 3o6'o7 is quite a nice class you know,,
we are all rather friendly and can get along,,
there are cliques but not so seirous cliques la o.+
and we have nice english and bio teachers too =)

i do not appreciate the fact that commonwealth essay is due friday!! =((
i mean, a 1200+ word essay in at most 7 days?
no wayy,,
i took like at elast a month to write my 1000 word short story, and i almost failed
=o
my english teacher is gona not like me soon

my resolutions to be hardworking this year have failed,,
well not totally and every aspect kinda fial,,
im trying but it isn't as effective as it should be,
but what can you expect out of me? =P

netball trials were held on saturdayy,,
morning 9.3oam
i helped to take peoples weight,
then i started feeling depressed ._.
so then i took peoples timing on their agility run instead,,
not bad,,
the fastest was this mg GA,,
18s +
which is quite good, cos short did it in 19s
average was around 21s i think

training tomoro,,,
depressed because of the commonwealth essay,,
it happens every year since i entered rgs ._.
irritating,,
obs is next next week btw,,
15th Jan,,
i thought it would clash with our match on 17th Jan,,
no idea what will happen,,
ohwells <3

2007-01-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

OHOHOHOHOHOH

and a reminder that chinese new year is my birthday (::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

red packets please include
/ more money (50~100)
/ prepaid cards for audi :DD
/ nice designns :D (my picture would be good)

just a note : people in my class
include : aida, cheryl saw, cheryl tan, myself :DD, karishma, sixuan, yingxiang, muneerah, ruici, xiner, stephanie, stefanie & zaf (:

2007-01-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

ohyeahhs btw,,
i saw kee aera alot of times today (:

2007-01-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

okayy if u didn't realise my blog was gona for awhile; i dont like u =.=

first day of school;;
hmmm;;
firstly i couldnt' find my class;;
which is so not a good thing;;
who would like wondering around the school like an idiot?
and so when i found it i was relieved (:

assembly at amphi;;
you know i think im not used to going back into pinafore and everything;;
cos it was really hot =/

then we had briefings like cca guidelines and and and,,, stuff
see i told u they aren't important cos i forgot them all;;

anyways after school i went with qinyan fangyi kahbian yanyu jenny xinyuan yuyue for lunch,,
because i didn't want to go home,,
of course i sort of setted random resolutions for this year,,
[because i just have nothing better to do]
which means if i went home i would be studying in my room,,
so yeahh (:

ps : CAUTION
i am EXTREMELY like emo and grumpy and irritating around this month so just beware (:

2006-12-30T14:16:00.000+08:00

im really grumpy today

so try not to like piss me off,,
no offence or anything,,
it started when yesterday was REALLY tiring,,
till i was walking eyes closed at the mrt ok,,

after a day / night liek that, i need rest,,
therefore i am grumpy cos dad woke me up at 8plus,
to go and help mom with the garage sale [not that i helped much cos she didn't need much help and tini and JK went anyways]

and then CJH had to come to the lunch table with this hairstyle which i just couldn't stand [cos i was grumpy already]
so i attituded

fine sorry,,

dont piss me off further
i shall say no more

2006-12-29T23:21:00.001+08:00

im exhausted,, tired,, drained,, tired,, exhausted,, etc,,

morning cca orientation was cool,,
cept for some weirdly read announcements,,
like "student looders" [student leaders]
and "sorry for this announcement" [sorry for this interruption]
carnival was fun i guess,,

clementi town,, st. margs,, yio chu kang,, rjc,,
overall i guess we were quite okay,,
then we showered and went for lunch at scotts,,
then we slept at the gym for like half an hour,,
then miss chng showed us photoshots and stuff,,
explaining to us the different actions and stuffs,,
then we slept for like half an hour again,,
and then we sat this bug yellow bus to republic poly,,
NICE PLACE,,
conclusion : i need fitness
reminder : skip and do sprints

after the game i was just well,, red,,
from morning as well,,
kim was SUPER red,,
seriously,,
like even her forehead and stuff,,
we then walked outside after asking directions,,
walked and walked,,
then we reached the bus stop where we're suppose to take to mrt,,
we didn't know that there were other buses other than 169 that went to woodlands mrt,,
so we sat there for super long,,
yeahss,,
eunice was raping jay chou,,
which was cool,,
never heard anyone who has done that successfully other than her,,
so then i went with her and short to causeway point and ate burger king for dinner!
i think its like my first time at burger king for dinner,,
cos burger king is like all burgers,,
i dont really like burgers =/
so now im home,,
muscles [if any] aching,,

shall rest <3

everyone seems to be asking me to watch detah note 2,,
._.
[but ahahahahahaha its a nice show]

2006-12-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

im just appalled at the language a 12 year old child uses,,
i mean,, okayy not that my language is that brilliant or anything but just how vulgar can some little girl get?
well, considering the fact of how little kids are exposed to vulgarities and sick stuff, i say its sad,,
its sad that a child grows up to be violent not just physically but verbally as well,, goshh!!
._.
im getting scared,, as generations move what will the society become? or maybe im just seeing a minute side of the whole country and earth,,
i should really go out more,, didn't realise things were getting so bad and,, pathetic,,

whats the world coming to..?

2006-12-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

im tired =/
my joints and muscles (if any) ache T.T
morning training was okay today~
Nanyang came for friendlies and i saw cheryl lee too <3

i dont feel very good ._.

tomoro is CCA Orientation!!
everyone has to visit netball booth in the hall k ~
am still making stickerrs,,
have 200+ more to go,,
><
i need more black and blue pens =/
you know the painters are painting my room right
i was hoping they could make it like blue red and yellow,,
but ohwells,,
sky blue will do <3

jiay0u to Huiling and her stickers (::

2006-12-26T12:18:00.000+08:00

now not only do i have blisters on my hand but my feet too,,
T.T
maybe adidas adiprene isn't that good for doing long D,,
or my stupid flat feet seriously just arent used to it,,
or maybe because miss chng let us do 29mins run both before and after training,,
but it rained the whole morning so yeah,,
all like footwork and handwork and ballwork,,
quite okay la,,
i lived through it (:

so cca orientations on friday and i hve to make stickers!!
yay,, its fun u know,,
therefore i shall go and buy stickers to draw from plaza sing~

2006-12-25T18:56:00.000+08:00

goshh,,
hands full of blisters,
obviously i somehow held the rackets wrongly for both tennis and badminton,,
ok or maybe i held them too tightly,,
><

please dun let them affect training tomoro ><

can't even play audition without pain mannss,,
rawr,,
i didn't want to play but yeah nvms,,
(:

2006-12-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

ooo

its christmas (:

aww,,
Hui Ling doesn't really celebrate christmas =/
no presents no nothing,,

BUT
lalala~

im happy all the same (:

hopefully the floods in indo & malasyia are better~
as in the victims la,
cos i saw the floods myself and feel sadd

ohwellls,,
lets us prepare and pack our bags for tennis & badminton tmr ~
(that is me talking to myself)

2006-12-24T18:17:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i so did not copy and paste that but its nott he point!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

2006-12-23T22:59:00.001+08:00

SORRY QIAN FOR LEAVING YOU LAST NIGHT T.T

I STILL LOVE YOU! (:

2006-12-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

nowadays im emo / sad

why?
because i have nothing better to do, then i think too much, then it just overloads and if it overflows then *

PS : DONT TALK BAD ABOUT PEOPLE THEN ISOLATE THEM ON PURPOSE, cos it hurts, especially if they find it out on their own and you are still doing it

2006-12-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

i feel sad again =((

u know i thought one was bad enough but no

wheres my counsellor?!

2006-12-23T22:39:00.001+08:00

i dont like it this way,,,

wanna rewind

2006-12-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

i bought a new netballl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lala

netballrocks (:

2006-12-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

huiling.milk will continue now (:

huiling.milk : ahem

okay!!
i didn't shower cos i dont feel like it yet

so, as i was saying, if you are some high EQ person then you probably wouldn't really experience loneliness, even if so, you should try to put yourself in the poor person's shoes (as in the lonely person) cos you should be nice
but it is difficult, i agree, to try to understand something that you don't feel, and to explain emotions is rather hard, but just try! its like your talking with this group of friends okay, they might not be so close, but you are with them often, like your clique, then they start talking about a subject your not familiar with, or haven't experienced before, then you just don't know what to say, when you see them laughing among themselves, you realise they aren't taking notice of you and you just feel,, hmm,, how do you say it??,, hmm,,, INVISIBLE, like transparent, you know?
well you see, in this world of human emotions, it is complicated ._. (yeah that sucks right?) but yeah thats life,
if a person doesn't get attention, it could be worse than criticism you know, because even criticism gives a hint of acknowledgement that you are right there, not invisible, ignoring or leaving that perosn out is just, well,,,, more cruel,

okay, i feel liek showering, therefore i shall go now (:

2006-12-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

claps claps claps

today we welcome huiling.milk to crap about life

claps claps claps

huiling.milk : ahem

hello one and all,, today i am in the mood of crapping and i will begin (:
well u see, in life we do not know alot of stuff,, you can say you know alot but do you realise theres actually like alot more that you don't know??
for example,, sometimes, people talk about you BENHIND YOUR BACK so you wouldn't know about it right? exactly
so, imagine if we were to know what others were saying behind our backs, or what others are thinking as you are talking to them,
it could be like "omg his hair sucks man" or "wow shes so chio" "etc"
wouldn't you want the power to read others' minds? yes, it could be heart wrenching and stuffs so i guess it really depends on you, and we have to include the right to privacy so yeahs

i will move on to a totally different point right now,

ahem

you see right,,,
when you talk in a group or so, it means that EVERYONE should be engaged in the conversation and NOBODY should be left out
think about, how would you feel if you all were laughing heartily about something like that day you went to the beach together while someone(who didn't go to the beach unfortunately cos she had something important to do) is left alone, with nothing to add to the subject and is therefore left out? [pardon me for the long question]
well, of course if you have some abnormally high EQ (emotional quotient which means that you have a kind of intelligence or skill that involves the ability to perceive, assess and positively influence one's own and other people's emotions) you may be able to put yourself back in into the conversation and not feel left out like some sad person then you are lucky (:
BUT, what if you dont have that abnormally high EQ? then you will probably feel left out and lonely and maybe some others will just think in more deeply and get emo, others (eg. huiling) will cry and i don't think that that is a very good thing.
of course im not saying that it is our fault for making huiling cry, it is of course her own weakness to some sensitive issues and her over sensitivity but lets all try to be nice okay? (IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE NICE THEN CLOSE THIS WINDOW)

oh,
to be continued

huiling has to shower right now

byee (:

2006-12-22T16:45:00.001+08:00

SECTION 1 - DESCRIPTION...
+ Known as = Huiling
+ Born = 18o292
+ Haircolor = blackish black
+ Eyecolor = ~~rainbow~~ black

SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Fallen off the bed? = yes~
+ Had your heart broken? = yes~
+ Had a dream come true? = yes~~

SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing = clothes
+ Listening to = feilunhai
+ Located = at home
+ Chatting with = myself
+ Watching = comp screen
+ Should REALLY be doing = training

SECTION 4 - DO YOU...
+ Do you brush your teeth? = yes~
+ Have any piercings? = had
+ Drive? = i drive people crazy (:
+ Drink water? = no, i dont drink water. thats why im alive (:
+ Have a cell phone? = yes~

SECTION 5 - THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ met = jingkang
+ Talked with on the phone = miss chng (!!)

SECTION 6?
+ lost a person? = sort of

SECTION 7 - PERSONAL..
+ What do you want to be when you grow up?- counsellor
+ What comes first in your life?- friends & family,, and myself
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed?- too much

SECTION 8 - FAVORITES
+ Movie- death note 2 was nice!!
+ Store- adidas~
+ Food- alot
+ Candy- mentos? as long as it isn't mint or some weird fruit flavour like,, starfruit?
+ Day of the week- saturday
+ Color- sky blue
+ Country- SINGAPORE <3 and taiwan of course

SECTION 9 - DO YOU..
+ Like to give hugs? = no,, depends la
+ Like to walk in the rain? = if i dont have my precious stuff like phone or mp4 with me
+ Prefer black or blue? = BLUE
+ Sleep on your side, stomach or back?= all =/
+ Ever have the falling dream? = yes~
+ Have stuffed animal? = YES`

SECTION 10 - THIS OR THAT...(pick)
+ Pierced nose or tongue? = ,,, must choose ah,,?
+ MTV or BET? = MTV.. no idea whats BET
+ 7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek? = dunno,,
+ Chocolate or flowers? = chocolate to eat~
+ Color or Black-and-white photo? = colour
+ stay up late or sleep in? = both
+ Hot or cold? = warm -.-
+ Sun or moon? = moon
+ Left or Right? = both :D
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend?= 1 best friend
+ Mustard or ketchup? = ketchupp
+ Spring or Fall? = fall
+ Happy or sad? = happy
+ Wonder or amazement? = both
+ McDonald's or Burger King? = BK for breakfast and macs for the rest~
+ Mexican or Italian food? - italian

SECTION 11: FIRSTS.
First screen name = ??
First self purchased CD = feilunhai
First pet = rabbit
First piercing/tattoo = like 3? or 4

SECTION 12: LASTS.
Last cry? = dunno
Last phone call? = ytd night
Last time showered? = 2pm jus now

SECTION 13: CURRENT.
Current mood = bored
Current food = macs
Current hair = shoulder
Current annoyance(s) = U WANNA KNOW??
Current hate = refer above ^

SECTION 14: WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT...
1. Made you smile = can't remember o.O
2. Saw you cry = alot of people ._.

SECTION 15: WOULD YOU RATHER..
1. Be serious or be funny? = depends depends
2. Drink whole or skim milk?? = whole i think,, they had that int he malaysia hotel too, i picked whole :D
3. Die in fire or drown? = ,,,, what a question,,
4. Spend time with your parents or enemies? = ~~enemies of course =.=~~ parents

SECTION 16: DO YOU PREFER...
1. Do you prefer gray or black? = black
2. Lust or love? = love <3
3. Sunrise or sunset? = quite the same hor
4. M&M's or skittles? = M&Ms

SECTION 17: ANSWER TRUTHFULLY... orh
1. Do you like anyone now? = i like loadds of people :D
2. Do you think/miss him/her?= who?
3. What is his/her name? = who???
4. Do you believe in Love at firstsight? = no
5. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? = like who would know lor o.O
6. Have you ever been dumped? = no
7. Do you like yourself? = sometimes

2006-12-22T16:39:00.000+08:00

you
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.
No.
Explanations.
1. Yourself: short
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: nada
3.Your hair? : BLACK
4. Your mother? : out
5. Your Father? : out
6.Favourite item? : netball :D
7. Your dream last night: milo
8. Your Favorite drink: milo
9. Your Dream Car: limo
10. The room you are in: hall
11. Your Ex: gone
12. Your fear: loneliness
13. What you want to be in 10years: nice
14. Who you hung out with last night?: dad
15. What You're Not?: tall
16. Muffins: chocolate
17: One of Your Wish List Items: wallet
18. Time: 4.42pm
19. The Last Thing You Did: breathe
20. What You Are Wearing: clothes
21. Your Favorite Weather: windy
22. Your Favorite Book: dunno
23. The Last Thing You Ate: food
24. Your Life: boring
25. Your Mood: hungry

random note : JK is playing lego & im bored(which is why im doing this)

2006-12-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

YAY!!

we have :

fu dao yuan keith, aera, me, cherie(ichigo), nat(xiao ban zhang), krystal, pingfang, sabi, renato, wilber(banzhang), kevin, marco(jiay0u~), qian(<33!)>, (my supposed to be roommate), vania, felicia(chiobu) ~

2006-12-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

im sad =((

well,,
lets see,,
i have loads of stuff troubling me T.T

like the whole netball never go for training thing,,
then the whole losing fitness thing,,
then the whole became fatter after taiwan thing,,
and the whole irritating person thing,,
and the whole stress school thing,,
and the whole (secret) thing !!!!!!!!

GOSH
im gonna die soon okay
i mean,,
im glad im going to malaysia tmr,,
to cool off,,
cos i need this time to get away,,
and i know familys people i can trust =)

btw,,
elgin's wedding was fine,,
as in everyone like jiawei jiazhen and jianhong were there and stuffs,,
yeah,,
food was not bad,,
yeah,,
leaving for KL tmr,,
shopping and winding off and training at the gym for fitness with JH,,
okays,,
take care all,,
and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RUICI,,
so sorry ic ouldn't make it for your birthday party yesterday,,

2006-12-15T10:30:00.000+08:00

nat - me - aera [leather art class]

mel(ody) - me [the cute dog / monkey machine at some shopping centre]

aera - me - Hakka teacher - cherie - nat [hostel lobby]

Ping Fang - me [the santa claus outside the puppetry musuem place]

sabi - me - renato - krystal - aera - fu dao yuan kiat - ping fang [canteen at B1]

I MISS TAIWAN!!

2006-12-14T12:44:00.001+08:00

ohyyes i am back in singapore

but i feel,,
i dunno,,
something like jet lag u know,,
like im still back and everything,,
stuck in time,,
so i dont really feel like doing anything im suppose to do like unpacking,,
and talkign to people whom i haven't talked to for a long time and stuffs,,
yeah,,
sorry if i dao you,,

i miss Qian! Aera! Ichigo! Geri! Nat! Mel! Banzhang/wilber! Vania! Renato! Anne! Jasmine! Laoshi guy and girl! FU DAO YUANS! EVERYBODY!!!
=(
its weird without them around,,
and you know i slept from like 2plus yesterday till 5am today,,
then i went jogging,,
yeah int eh dark,,
i didn't even know where i was,,
i just jogged one big round around the forestsy place around my house,,
yeahss,,
lunch now,,
bye <3

2006-12-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha

i shall be home in less than 20 hours :DD

ahem*
for now,
im in the com lab with ichigo and nat and geri and this ri person whom i do not know ^^

banzhang gave us a calender!!!
he rocks okay
and my luggage which is half packed is 26kg
and ichogo is sniffing with me
because we both have flu
and she did not link me in her blog
and im pissed
just kidding :DD
everything i say to her is scary,,
you can go like : oh did you know that,,,,,,,,
then she goes : omg thats so scary!!

she is weird .

omg,,
its 9??
i think we're suppose to sleep at 9,,
shucks
cos we have to get up at 3am tomoro,,
our flights taking off at 7.40am and landing at 12noon,,
flight is BR0225 terminal one
so people please dont forget the red carpet and nice music when i reach the arrival hall
thank you (:
and throw some flowers will do,,
no nid so many
i dont want to make the cleaners work overtime la,
because i am kind,, ^^

i shall go up to celebrate QIAN's birthday now,,
we bought her a cake and i paid ^^
its CHOCOLATE ^^
okay
bye all <3

2006-12-11T13:51:00.000+08:00

hello

i THINK class 2 (er ban) has free time till 5 ><
cos we dont have to practice our ktv till tonight (renato said)
that means i shall play audi ^^
ahem*

it is my second last day here (in taiwan)
><
i guess there were good times and bad times but overall it dragged me away form audi,,
(and other stuff =x)
but overall im glad i came here =))

aeras playing roller coaster tycoon Gold edition! =))
and shes building a chicken shop for me!!
and last nights sizzler wasn't bad,,
i got chicken but it was rather pathetic,,
i mean usually they deco it with salads
but this time they didn't
but it fits me,
cos the salad would have been wasted if it was on my plate ><

im thinking of buying the 2GB mp4,,
can put a movie a day and watch in class =xxx
but its small and can fit nicely into my pencil case!!
perfect,,
if we go guang hua one shop will make money ^^

still have like 600sing left anyways,
what to buy? =/

2006-12-10T09:29:00.000+08:00

morning ><

i still have the laptop cos when i called 812 last night nobody picked up,
then i woke sabi up and she said nevermind,,
just now he told me she was talking in her sleep =.=
but ohwells!

plan for today should be leaving at noon for guang hua to buy krystal's mp4,,
then go xi men ding with qian and maybe vania =)
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

im tired,,
maybe i should go back to sleep,,
but i washed up already and the 2 are still sleeping,,
maybe i should just go cafe and by breakfast mysef ._.

2006-12-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

yayy!!

death note 2 was nice :DDDDDDDDDD

and L was so cute!!!!
its like ,,,,,
omg dunno how to say but it was so cool ><
krys tsai slept and said it was boring ._.
but i got aera to be enthu with me!!!
YAY

then we went shilin for the 3rd time,,
didn't buy anything cept the same food stall,,
but i didn't get to see the guy cook,,

._.
foreigners jus rang my door bell,,
gosh =.=
i just heard anne say sorry
ohwelllls

death note :D
i wanna watch the first one
its NICE!!

2006-12-09T12:08:00.000+08:00

yay!!

im in a better mood now ^^

cos we're not going tot he zoo anymore,,
actually my class dunnid to go but then class4 going so we have to,,
then now they not going zoo but going to watch death note 2 instead,,
i guess thats fine,,
better than the zoo =x

lala

2006-12-09T09:12:00.000+08:00

in com lab S002
the guy laoshi is teaching us how to type in chinese (:

i shall type my next blog post in chinese (:
but have to use bo po mo fo ><

got 93 for my test =/
not very good lehs T.T
as in i thought i could do better,
krys tsai got 100, of course

2006-12-09T01:55:00.000+08:00

oh gosh
i know i haven't blogged for kinda long ><
cos ,,
hmm
i dont really use the com much anymore,,
Huiling shall start a new healthier lifestyle
ahem *

from now on i should start sleeping early [ok when i get back to singapore <3]
and then i shall go jogging in the morning,, [if theres no training]
and then i'll eat a nice breakfast
then i'll like read a book,,
then leisure time for com / tv
then lunch and then reading and then a nap,,
then maybe do skipping or jumps
then leisure till dinner
(:
Huiling must be healthy
maybe i should stop audition,,
i must not like,,,,,,,
yeah get too addicted

yes i know its late
gosh
but i slept alot on the nus ride from puli just now,,
so i should be fine,,

tmr we're having cmputer classes,,
then afternoon im so not sure,,
then laoshis are bringing us to shilin again,,
we'll be going there for like the third time!!
which is like,,,
yeah alot of times,,

sunday is a free day!!
the first day in like 25 days in which u can choose whether u wanna sleep late and have breakfast or not,, x)
i will behaving breakfast of course,,
then going with krystal aera cherie etc to Guang Hua where cherie and krys tsai wanna buy mp4
im not buying la,,
dad say he'll get one for me better,,
and i so dont trust myself,,
cos i'll splurge,,
i still have $500 left,,
it takes alot of courage for me to save that much okayy

anyways,,
i think i'll miss taiwan,,
the bedcheck people,,
the toilet,,
the lift with 3 sides of mirrors,,
my drawers,,
the buses,,

oh btw,,
the buses here are much better than the buses in singapore okay
the tourist buses i mean
they have like 6 tvs in each bus,,
like just now we were watching i not stupid2,
i cried all over again even though i've watched it like 10 times?
the foreigners cried too of course,,
i think qian and vania cried =x
but lala
its normal ><

i miss singapore!!
dad agreed swensons for lunch when i get back
yay ^^
i miss western food
and i want ice cream ><

i think i have the flu again,,
gosh
okay its 2.04 am
i should go to sleep..

wednesday > Singapore <33

-----------------------------
i think im starting life anew,,
therefore im leaving the past behind,,
well some parts of te past behind
hope i can do it =D

sorry that i have to hurt u
i wasn't thinking straigt
bye <3

2006-11-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

mmmmmmmmmm

thanx sabina for lending me her laptop ><
am using it for the i not stupid compo research ._.
i totally forgot the main points for the movie,,
wellllls,,,

today we had lessons in the morning,,
then me and aera went to the cafe for lunch,,
i ate a ham & egg sandwhich which was super nice!!!! :DD
yayy
and i bought 2 cookies to,, cos they were nice =))

then we went back for our chop carving,,
i carve wrongly T.T,,
sighhs,,
ohwells,,
then yoyo,,
wasn't as scary as i thought,,
cos the woman is scary,,
but we didn't really learn much today cos it rained nearing the end,,

dinner geri wasn't feeling well so i accompanied her in her room along with mel and nat,,
i ate an apple ^^
pingfang bought my cup noodles for me too so i didn't go hungry =))
then i went joggingon the treadmill upstairs,,
did laundry too,,
laundry is fun ^^
then played table tennis with aera & krys tsai,,
i can't believe she had yuyue to do her homework for her,,
the whole script such that she diesn't even know what flower shes doing on,,
ohwellls
now she took my mp3 and went to sleep ._.

i need a new earpiece and mp3 ^^

2006-11-21T13:10:00.000+08:00

yayyy,,
hello people ((:

i am in a goodder mood now,,
cos,,
no idea,,
i set up a count down till i get home on 13th :DD

hmm,,
todays breakfast i ate porridge with porkfloss which was tasteless ._.
seriously,,
i thought taiwan porkfloss would be nicer ><
anyways,,
then lessons started,,
we've decided not to change classes cos the people don't welcome us,,
so we had the guy teacherwho wears black,,
he talked alot alot as usual,,

the brazillian girl had heart problems,,
i think maybe a minor heart attack today,,
the other brazillian guy sent her to the hospital,,
cos her bf had to go back to america,, (hes ABC)
then she was oreid sad la,,
then today he called her and broke up with her then she cried till heart attack lor,,
._."
no comment,,

so then he finished the lesson on taipei nightlife and i handed up my compo :DD
i wrote more than 2 pages okayy,,
not bad x)

then he gave us time to practice our langdu (choral reading)
he said we had to memorise,,
aka no script lor,,
so memorise lor,,
we cutted off half of it so now we're doing the first paragraph and third paragraph and last sentence :DD

quite okayys,,
borrowed sabina's lappy last night so i managed to get my pictures :DD

i'll get it loaded up =))

thats all,,
we're learning hokkien later,,
should be cool =))

2006-11-20T18:24:00.000+08:00

i still want to go home,,
badly,,

=/

swensons at airport first thing when i collect my luggage,,
im plannig that day out,,
there must be no obstacles obstructing me to swensons!!

this whole trip is itring,,
the female teacher keeps on giving us homework,,
she gave us compo right,,
then today she gave us zao ju,,
like making sentences with phrases,,
blahhs,,
i rather do 3 sets of zao ju then compo,,
even though you need like 100 words only,,

today we were suppose to change class,,
but i so didn't want to,,
cos the people there seemed scary =((

therefore i will stay in the slacking class,,
i still learn some stuff okayys,,

i washed my clothes yesterday :DD
lalaass,,
clever me,,
i love the dryer,,
it dries my clothes,,
then they smell really nice ^^

we played table tennis last night too,,
quite hard la,,
i am not a table tennis player =.=
they don't even play netball in taiwan,,
which is sad =/
but ohwellls,,

we did rope making today,,
like this keychain thingy,,
its round so i used 3 netballed coloured strings,,
aka red blue and white,,
the shade of blue was wrong =((
but its quite okay la ^^

then we did chinese painting,,
i cannot paint =/
am not an artist =/

lessons tomoro,,
gotta hand up the compooo,,
i hate doing homework ><
no fun,,
somemore its like holiday time!!
we should not be made to suffer when its resting time ><

i miss my bed,,
the bed is rock flat hard okay =((
not nice,,
always can't sleep well,,
hmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

im lazy to download audisea too,,
therefore,,
i am bored =/

saddd

can't wait for this nightmare to be over,,
then 3 days at KL Micasa shopping at KLCC,,
oh thats nice ^^

2006-11-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

no go away =(

i can' stand this place and i wanna go home!!!!!

im serious
home is like the best ><

2006-11-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

T.T

i hate being sick,,
its a horrible feeling,,
and i just feel like slacking and sleeping =((

but krys tsai is like unhelpful and in a slackier mood,,
means like she just wans to go back tot he room or watch tv,,
the tv room is cold,,

and i have no idea where my wallet is =((
and miss ng is nice =))

she bought me porridge ^^
yay,,
nitex all <33!

2006-11-17T13:13:00.000+08:00

ahhh,,
sorry got cut off,,
attendence taker at the main counter reminded us about the bed check at 10 ><
cos if we aren't in our rooms by 10pm then they will sort of minus a point from our record,,
we now start with like 15 points,,
so if u get less than 10 u dont graduate,,
less than 7 u go home,,
i was thinking about getting less than 7 ><

anyways,,
i was gonna finish off that the ri guys are all in class 3 and 4,,
aka the best classes,,
today two of the girls moved to class 3 cos they thought our class was too simple,,
._.
i guess its fine,,
the people are really nice what =))
the teacher too,,

classes started as per normal at 810,,
uhm,,
the female teacher was nice la,,
we're sort of doing chinese choral speaking performance next fridayy,,
so yeah,,
prepared for it just now,,

-.-
krys tsai is watching miss swan ._.
audi got somehow deleted from this com so im redownloading it x)
okaes,,
i think thats all i have to report ._.

oh,,
we went shopping yesterday!!
and we ate dinner at this far place by taking the mrt,,
super cool,,
dinner was supe rnice,,
it was somehting like teppanyaki,,
yupps,,
cooked in fornt of us,,
i ate chicken and it was just super nice!!
best meal so far :D

2006-11-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

okayys

can't blog much,,
krystals bugging me to go ><

we went to the public com in the lobby cos she went to get toilet paper,,
shes urgent x))

today was okayy,,
had lessons which were super simple,,
im in class 2,,
which is like the 2nd worse clas,s,
we have like 4 classes la,,
then the ri guys are all

2006-11-16T10:54:00.000+08:00

YES

found the computer lab at last :D

civilisation ahead,,
this place is actually turning out to be abit better,,
might live a month ._.
just a few thousand hours to go ><

2006-11-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

T.T

i wanna go home,,,
its like lesson starts tmr,,
and the placement test was actually kinda simple =x

but i don't like taiwan T.T
i should like fake sick (following krys tsai;s advice) and go home ><

i seriouysly dont think i can last a whole month okayy ><
just went shopping but it rained so no moooooddd,,,
couldn't find anything to buy for anyone =/.
ohwells,,
meeting for breakfast at 7.20am!!
which is super early ><
i don't like this place =((

but i have practiced disceplined and not smsed anyone so far cept for dad and mom =)
im am so guai

miss all!!
<33

2006-11-15T13:44:00.000+08:00

helloo fellow people,,
am stealing the hostel's lobby's public com ><

ohwells,,
placement test laterr,,,
with oral and listening and compo and compre etc,,
can die T.T

rooms small and everything but im still alive =)
nice place la,,
foods so so,,
nothing much,,
people are weirdd but kinda nice to a certain extend,,
a whole month T.T

lalas,,
maybe i could steal this com more often :D

kkaes,,
and i found someone who plays audition here
muahahahahahahaha
i just don't know her name ._.

<33
miss all! =)

2006-11-14T09:44:00.000+08:00

alright
im getting over the whole without friends loner sadnesss issue
we shall move on to more serious stuff,
like how im missing training,,
mm,, i think im missing 7 trainings,
which is terrible ><

and family thing,,
one whole month,,
which is one twelfth of a year!!
gosh,
yeah i remember i cried during the australia trip but i was gone for about 2 weeks only ._.

hmm,,
half of my holidays gone just like that,,
but i guess i wouldnt' want to waste it away either right?
immersions cool i guess,,
sine your in another country,
you'll be more fcused on what your there for,
aka studying T.T
blah,,
i brought 3 notebooks so that i can write in them :D
like write my feelings,,
and how krystal tsai is irritating,,
or my progress of making new friends like cherie foo
interesting,,

just PLEASE let me bring everything i need okay,,
as in i don't want to forget anything important ><
hmmmmmmm,,,
think hard,,
think hard,,
should be ok la,,
i hope ><

terminal 1 at 11am ._.
oh gosh,,
i just realise i don't like seniors T.T
im scared of seniors =/
sec3 seniors especially =(
let them be extra nice PLEASE ><
and teachers,,
OMG,,
i just remembered miss ha is going,,
gosh,,
AIYARR

okay,,
omg,,
i just realised my sore throats back,,
oh brilliant ._.
did u know that my luggage is super big?
as in really,,
and anyways its exactly 20kg ><
aiyarr
please tell me mom will be there to pay for the extra weight,,
mmmmm
wheres my passport?
its with li wei lao shi right?
omg,,
im not sure,,
yeah should be la,,,
o.o

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'll miss starie jie ><
and my new mei too =/

all must take care <3333333333

phone :checked
skipping rope :checked
charger :checked
camera :checked
milk (the dolphin) :checked
mp3 :checked

2006-11-13T18:07:00.001+08:00

mmmmm
starie jie has a farewell dinner tomoro,,,
so sad i can't go,, =/

how come i don't get a farewell dinner? =(

2006-11-13T14:11:00.000+08:00

mmmmmmm

i like the song Here Without You by 3 doors downn
cos its nice (:
i don't rally like songs for the lyrics actually,,
but for the tune x)
somehow it reflects my mind
i must put it into my mp3 for taiwann~!!
definitely

guess what,,
i actually packed finish,
alls left is footwear,,
need slippers and sports shoess,,
hmmm,,
im just too lazy to go downstairs and take them ><

staries jie going australia~~
mmm
leaving this thursday coming back on 28th dec,,
thats so long ><
longer than my trip of course,,
must pray for her <3

intestinal flu again!!!
i have a big feeling it was the chicken rice okay
its super irritating,,
im forcing myself to skip 600 a day in taiwan
i have to
i even brought 2 skipping ropes in case i lose one
fitness must be up!!
no slacking

im bored ._.

2006-11-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

i want a counsellor !!

2006-11-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

and yea i just realised,,,

i mean not everyone in the world can be special right??
i mean,,
if everyone is special,,,
then no one is,,
if u get what i mean,,
that means some people have to be insignificant,,

i know,

i hate being insignificant

2006-11-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

i find myself really unlucky,,
okay,,
i'll start with the more physical stuff,,
first,,
i went for the novice comp,,
halfway through 4th round,,
DC,,
okay lor,,
go for intermediate,,

play play play,,
people keep on saying they hope i lose,,
especially that xiia0bad,,
walao,,
must be so discouraging meh,, =(
and its like okay lor,,
get into semis then lose,,
DEPRESSION,

moving on to the more spiritual and mental stuff,,
which i experience all the time,,
i realise that nowadays im more sensitive,,
maybe cos im leaving for taiwan soon =/
i keep on wondering whether im normal =x
as in you know,,
i do alot alot alot of thinking all the time,,
and u know im super uber sensitive to every single person right,,
so at night i actually run through almost every single person i know,,
do other people do that?
okay yup,,
some people get more time in my mind than others,,
but i mean,,
okay i dont know what i mean,,
=(
i feel lost,,

what if actually nobody actually thinks about me,
and then i keep on disillusioning myself,,
i have no idea what that long word means,,
means like im,,
hmmm,,, mmmmmmmmmm,,
i don't know T.T
do not read on,,
im confused myself,,
._.?

what im worried is that,,
i get forgotten,,
you know some people like me are super attract attention?
yea,,
but the difference about me is that,,
if i dont get attention,
i wont be like all screaming my head off saying i dont get attention,,
i'll be like stuffing it inside myself,,
im gonna burse one day,, =/
wait
*burst i mean,,
does everyone need attention?
or am i just being this seriously attitude problem girl?
gosh,
ignore me,

2006-11-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

i feel very unspecial ):
like im just another random person
and it wouldn't make a difference if i wasn't here

i don't know why T.T

2006-11-09T14:00:00.000+08:00

celebrated somebodys brithday yesterday :D
its was nice and all,,
but i shall not elaborate :D

anyways,,
yesterday night was a bad ~~day~~ night,,
it was like while giving JK tuition right,,
my cough started getting worse,,
and you know i have been having sore throat for like 4 days,,
so the cough brings the air,,
then the air has like friction on the throat,,
super super painful,,
i started crying T.T
sad sad moment people,,
that was when i went to sleep at 9.45,,
wow

i woke up and the throat thing was still there =(
and you know early morning,,
your all groggy,,
its not nice to cough and have a sore throat
so i just died and went back to sleep,,
missed training =/
okay,,
i shall go to the gym this weekend,,
mom & dad collected my results for me,,
guess whattttttttttttttttttttttttt

MY GPA IMPROVED
its like wow,,
3.26
i seriously didn't expect it okay =x

then after that mom & dad dragged me to the doctor,
oh,
dad took leave today,
cool,
blah and on,,
the nurse seemed angry at me,,
no idea why,,
like abit attitude ><
maybe shes just grumpy like me =/
so i got medicine,,
2 bottles for cough,,
one pack of pills for runny nose,,
one pack of pills for phlegm,,
one pack of packs of sweets for sore throat,,
and antibiotics,,
which are super huge T.T

okayy,,
rest required :D (alliteration =x)
someone give me inspiration for audition outfit pls ><
miss starie jie <333

2006-11-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

i feel sad,,

i always get this feeling,,
especially when i read stuff,,
for once i wish,,
i didn't know how to read,,
then wouldn't life be much more happier for me?
i should stop grabbing onto lost hope,,

cos its,,
well,
lost

2006-11-07T16:58:00.000+08:00

fine.
hack my blog -.-

training was abit sad for me,,
i NEED training
hello
my staminas nada
huiling has got to train by herself
* especially the sit ups

i have been thinking alot since yesterday!!!
i don't know why =/
i thought it was hopeless,
but i can't help thinking twice about it now,

2006-11-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

today was a weird day =/

okay i had training in the morning
we ran chelsea
i vomitted.
was horrible
then when i was gonna continue running,
this dog and jogger came
i gave way,
and turned around to look at the jogger's weird suit
then i tripped
oh great
but i caught my balance la
twisted the ankle
but whats weird,
is that,
my ankle doesn't hurt
its more of the front part
blah,
miss chng told me that cherie quitted sports school!!!
shes joining st .margs!!!
st.margs has combined training with raffles!! ^^
YAY

anyways went shopping today (:
with cykick
okay
i persuaded him to buy a $20 umbrella for himself cos it rained
><
i didn't know it was that expensive!!!
it looked kinda ugly ._.
and dull =x
anyways,
it rained so i just felt so,
dead-
went to cine first actually,
then wanda loh greeted me all of a sudden and i was -shocked ._.
lols
yess
she wore this cute skirt and tied her hair upp
she was nice and everything (:
haven't seen her for very longg
she confirmed with me that cherie quitted sports school
i felt happier :D
ok no offence
><

then so walked around
and bought the stuff i wanted to buy
but i wanted to buy a wallet
but didn't get it
cos,,
why ah?
cos there was no wallet shop!
and someone told me there was -.-

anyways then took a bus down to pcbunk
play play play
disturbed some people =x
Raxael lied that he wasn't the guy wearing the red jacket!!
rawr
but we found it out :D
and the whole Feedray family was there
then starie jie came too ^^
mj and shikaye were there too
but they left earlier
mmm,,
ohyes
met wm too,
surprising i mistook him for Jabroni at first
No offence T.T
but his hair and features were totally like jabroni
luckily i kept my mouth shut and he told me =x
surprised; i was
kurt was there too
asked about krystal tsai
seriously
i didn't recognise any of them ._.
my memory is horrible
maybe cos they all grew
everyone changes right? =)
innocence is bliss

anyways i have a bad sore throat T.T
and i probably caught a cold from the rain todayy
bad rain bad rain ><

mmmmmm
i miss starie jie ><

2006-11-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

continuing about drama night,,
we changed and did rehearsals :D
then we ordered pizza from the canadian pizza place
uhm
6 pizzas in total
was nice cos they were hawaiian ^^

anyways then we went ks chee to wait,,
it was like seriously super hot,,
we played contact,,
and then jass drew these red dots on our faces ><
cos we were supposedly little kiddies
and they put LOADS of powder on soffia's hair!! xD
cos she was grandma
it seriously looked like she was 100 years old
okay maybe 80+
cos when your old you lose your hair
[/out of point]
anyways
we also did like rehearsals in the kschee
and everyone watched us x)

when it was our turn,
we actually went to the side of the hall outside
IT WAS SUPER HOT
seriously,
and i was wearing long sleeved pyjamas!!
T.T
i borrowed soffia's "fairytale book" to fan myself
when it was finally our turn
everything went smoothly
i could see the judges laughing so heartily at our performance
audience clapped and cheered =)
why did 208 get last??

well i don't know who judged us to be last
but i think one or two of the judges came to our class
she told us she thought we were the best
who judged us and made the decision?
why was 203 second last??
i thought they were reading it 1st to last or sumting
cos 208 was supposed to get FIRST.
cos we rocked.
213 had inside jokes which we ALL didn't understand cept themselves
wtv.

2006-11-04T14:20:00.000+08:00

thrusday was funn~
okayy
i did some umpiring
yeah and some people weren't very happy with the umpires
but we weren't that happy with some people eitherr!!
please, umpire's decision is FINAL
it means you are not suppose to argue with what the umpire says
so if the umpire blows you for obstruction,
you shouldn't say you are not obstructing okay??!
i mean, i don't care if you are a pit or whatsoever
but we own the courts here so for once, just listen to us

anyways,
lihui complained about eunice's umpiring too
cos there were some,
well,, problems,,
with the 204 and 203 game so yeah,
im glad i didn't umpire that game
204 won net carn btw
congrats cheryl! (:
our class got first for banner!!!
i have got to get a picture of that beauuutifull bannerr
done by 208 and led by sharon (:

ohyess
sec 2 netballers had a game with the teachers :D
i think we won,
with lihui and bea's shooting (:
i played WA for both halfs
cos i can't play anything else
i think i played with Mr Miza or somthing for first half
yeah
he didn't know the rules
>< and with Ms Audrey Chen she was nice!!! (:
she asked for my name ^^
then after that went to canteen for lunch then back to classroom i was contemplating on whether to go home and shower ponning the ns talk and tsunami closure thing
but it rained
so i just slept on my table for awhile
when i woke up i was already late for the talk so i ponned
around like 9 people were in class ponning too =x
so i went to shower at D Blk
yes, i went alone ><
but i wasn't scared at all =/
usually i would be but ohwells :D
i changed to my milo shirt and pe shorts then went back to class to sleep
borrowed jass's blue bear as a pillow =x
heres us :D

yeah, i took the table =x
kim and cheryl (left to right) were sleeping too
their music was super loud okay
so i just hugged guinny (the penguin) and slept ^^

then after that we went to change for drama night
yvonne lent me some pyjamas (:
but they were pink cos she wanted the blue one !!
but we kinda matched it up

continuing laterr.
am tired ><

2006-11-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

okayy
even though we didn't do well for the netball part,
we got 1st for banner (:
sharon preeeeeeeethi george rocks ((:

drama night
crowd loved us (:
judges were blind
either that or they had no sense of humour
we rocked
full stop.

2006-11-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

lalala

math trail today was kinda....
i dunno how to say it..
well it was kind of ok-ok and so-so i guess

KRYSTAL TSAI WAS SUPER UNHELPFUL
actually,
she didn't contribute much!!
all she did was.....
buy a chicken wing..?
okay not counted cos she bought it for herself.
oh.
speakin of chicken wings,
i like the auntie at stall 11 of rjc
she's really really nice.
and she asked me if i was from singapore
yes i am (:
i am patriotic and proud of it

anyways
me yuyue, mag and krystal were in group 3E
then i sat with mag in the bus
and she spent like half the ride teaching me black magic
i felt so dumb at the end

we reached and went straight to the canteen =x
canteen had foood!!!
i like food u know (:
3 chicken wings ><
then we finished the stations we could and went to the J block counted stairs that was when i realised my thighs really hurt ):
then we went to the hot sun
correction :
we, not including krystal stepped in the hot sun
i was like worse off since i volunteered to hold the clinometer
i had to not only bear with the sun,
i had to look at it as well =.=
then blah and on.
went back to the concourse to finish station1
oh!
me and my accomplice made a drop for the secret document to be delivered
i remained anonymous as usual and all unseen =x
anyways went back to school and slacked
slept during the final report for congress as well ><
sorry we also practiced netball for a few whiles super hot ><
we had a friendly with 201 too they trashed us 208 must jiay0u!!!!!!
anyways drama night.
i am a little chorus ._.
how nice i have to memorise my lines now and plan out the positions of the players for tomoros game ><
i am stressed
post EOY activities are harder than school T.T

2006-10-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

wow
i went to school today
was feeling better (:
much better ((:

anyways,
loads of talks today
started with SL projects
then aesthetics stuffs
a teacher told me and krystal to be quiet ):
im becoming such a bad student
><

anyways
then we had recess then this chinese wen hua thingy
we watch videos on disabled people who performed
loved it (:
and then the RJ wushu people taught us wushu
the wu bu quan
which i learnt like 6 years ago
dunno
was different in one step; the second step
but i shall not elaborate (:

then lunch and then the principals address
yes i slept in the middle
i dreamt of yvonne talking to me
then i realised it wasn't a dream
but nevermind
mmm
then i went for taiwan briefing
am rooming with krystal tsai and cherie foo (:
nice people if you don't count krystal
*KIDDING*
i forgot RI poeple were going too
and then i realised i couldn't differentiate RI and RJ uniform

then krystal went with me to photocopy my report card
cos i needed it for this scholarship
mmm
long day
am tired
math trail tomoro
and drama night prac till 6+

mmmm

2006-10-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

mmm

yes i didn't go to school~
this morning was just hell level 3
so i took my medicine and slept through 1230+
i love sleeping
you don't feel pain when you sleep (:
(other than spiritual / mental pain)
anyways!
i had a good dreams (:

mm
and i helped starie jie level up (-licence)
feeling bored ):
i forgot my emo self last night
i can't even remember my state of mind then~
which is good

sorry i skipped school =/
mm
ruici said we got into drama night (:
which shows im not needed
which is a good thing, in a way

oh shucks,
just realised i missed my vaccination today,
oh shucks,
blahh,,
how many injections do i need?
i just took one for the taiwan trip medical checkup,
took one for intestines,
taking one for the outward bound,
then now vaccination,
my veins are dying,
mm
on second thought,
my vein is,
they've been using the same vein on my right arm,
(excluding the intestines one cos u don't inject something for your intestines into your arm, you inject it into your intestines)

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

2006-10-29T23:45:00.000+08:00

i know what i want (:

i guess it took pain and tears for me to find that out =/
but it is worthwhile once you know what you wannt (:
and i shall add it to my list~
and carry on finding someone
actually i might have
it is unexpected though,
do i follow my heart or my brilliant mind
[ignore my ego please]

2006-10-29T14:10:00.000+08:00

mmmmmm
i like "M"!
but i like "H" better of course ^_~

went pcbunk yesterday with cykick and starie jie :D
mmm,,
and djasakurayoh was there too~
and ss kor,,
and xxmedalistxx,,
and TuTuBryan,,
and many other people ><

anyways left early cos i had to order pizza for my family
(-dad cos he was in Tokyo)
hawaiian pizza plus the honey roasted chicken thingy which i like,,
and starry munchies ^^
mmm,,,,,,
yea dinner was nice (:

then at 1am i went to fetch dad from the airport ~
waited till like 2am then he came,,
mmm,,
bad leg cramps cos the airport was cold ><
still have them now,, =(
especially my right leg,,

mmmmmmmmmm
gym later ~

2006-10-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

[An excerpt from Dad sent to me]

Hi HL,

I must say that the news were not good. However, I always believed that badnews can bring out good points. As the saying goes, everyone dark cloud has a silver lining. Have you wonder why you did not do well? Is it because you do not understand what the teacher teaches or a result of your own over confidence or the result of poor preparation.

Exam result is really a reflection of your understanding and preparation.I hope you can take this as a good lesson for yourself. ------------ it is your own self control, self discipline that matters. You will grow up and your parents grow old and one day, passed away. It is really up to you to make out what you want.

You are intelligent but the weakness is you do not take your study seriousenough. Hope that this is a good lesson for you. Good character and goodresult is very important for success in life.

Many a times, intelligent people do not do well because they are overconfident. In fact, they can fail badly. While a person who is not so intelligent can do much better because she knows her weakness and she spendstime and effort to overcome the weakness. To do very well, with your intelligent, you need to put in stronger effort.

Please that this as a good lesson. Don't wait for a failure before youlearn, and learn the hard way. Why don't you learn from others mistakes? I am sure you can do much better.

Good night girl

And take care.

Daddy

2006-10-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

[An exerpt of the letter sent from Hui Ling to her father]

Hi Daddy,

Heres the bad news ~

English (Personal Exposition Writing) >21 / 30

English (Comprehension) >28/40

Chinese (Comprehension & etc) >59/80

Chinese (Composition) >55/70

Mathematics >25/45

Chemistry (Performance Task) >10/10

Chemistry (Full Paper) >9.5/30 (T.T)

Geography >15/25

History >20/25

Overall, i think i should be able to advance to Sec 3

2006-10-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

SS KOR ROCKS

its like he created a manual patch and saved all of audi humanity!!
he rocks (:

QuiCksiLver :
"hes a nice guy"
"tell him tt"
"usually people dun care"

SS KOR ROCKS

[he was rather pissed with asiasoft]

2006-10-26T13:09:00.000+08:00

ohyes
this shall be MY blog
MY personal blog and no one should post on it other than me (:

auditions down for patching and i am bored ):
ss kor asked me go out for lunch cos hes bored too!!
but i shall stay at home and be a good girl ><
i still haven't found the $150 which was stolen
ok, if it was stolen i probably won't get it back,,
that is sad because its alot of money ):

EOY papers will come back tomoro~
i failed chem & lit
its sad that i should be failing even though i am kinda smart (sometimes)
imagine if i were to overcome my laziness and have some self-discepline
whoa

pcbunk is nice (:
and i love starie jie!!
yayy
care from some people at last ^^
i love care (:
if you show me some, you'll get it back

2006-10-26T12:30:00.000+08:00

sometimes i love myself too much (: